For whatever reason my inability to focus has completely come back. I’ll sit in class and instead of listen or take notes, I will find absolutely anything else to do. I don’t know if I just don’t care, I have a naive idea I already understand what’s going on or if I’m really just that dumb. Either way, hopefully switching to a spiral instead of my laptop will help.
But, today was actually really well. I think I’m finally starting to feel like I fit in here and that I have the ability to do well in law school. Even though I’m happy and feel good, I have this nagging feeling that it’s the calm before the storm. Finals are coming up and I do not handle stress well at all. I don’t know how I’m going to handle things in the upcoming weeks but for now, I just want to focus on being happy and loving my life.